it feels like i've done nothing today

so the fact of the matter is, no matter how you slice it, this is going to suck for me.

i find a girl who i have so much in common with and is giving me the light of day and it all goes sour.

i want to suck it up, but as i sit here typing this, i know that it's going to be hard.

but i'm so sick of looking pathetic, so whatever. i know we're perfect for each other and we'll see what the future holds. but for now. it's going to take some time.

plus.

nevermind.

it's going to be rough