i'm not sure what to write here. the simple fact is that i am crazy about her no matter what. no matter who is around me, she is always on my mind. and i'm trying to accept this for what it is, but it is hard, and i made a mistake yesterday because i am a weak piece of shit and i don't want to do that again. no matter how much she tells me that she doesn't care or that i can do whatever with whoever whenever, i still know that i am an asshole.
i know you're reading this, you're not just a she. you're the she. and i guess i'm finding it difficult to think of you any other way.
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