nervous

i'm losing hair all the time haha. but seriously, i've been getting worried about somethings lately. Mostly going for my driving test for my CDL on weds. it sucks, i really need the raise i would get once i get the CDL, but, i'm not sure i'm ready for it. i have to get a physical for it, which i am also nervous about, because the last time i got one, they said i had high liver enzymes, which is mostly common in people who drink on an overtly regular basis (which i, of course, do not). and i moved into this new room, but im nervous i may not be able to afford it( which is truly unwarrented because i did the math, and i would be able to afford it.) all i need is a week away from everything. a nice vacation.