Thursday, January 29, 2009

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so the past few days have been pretty good. I really can't complain.
i've started working mornings for Catholic Charities, which means more money.
I've filed my taxes and am getting a return of about 900.
im one step closer to being registered for part time spring semester.
things are really circling around and i'm alot less depressed.
I've been hanging out with rob and joe alot more and thats good, because i really missed them. i'd like to see dave alot more, but i understand hes busy.
other...
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single.
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things i'm super stoked for:
1. Lost (i'll be stoked on this for the rest of my life.)
2. The Wonder Years show in march
3. more money
4. school
5. new car within the next year.
6. life.
7. it leaked

also, i want to go on a roadtrip soon. i'll be going down to my dad's over spring break-ish time. so if anyone wants to join me on the 13 hr. drive to louisville, kentucky, feel free. all i ask is that you chip in for gas.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

hey girl from denville dairy.
call me.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

1998

today's bad news:

I'm 99% not going to school this semester. oh well. I'll try to work more and make a shit load of money.

today's good news:

LOST!!!

I'm like a geeked little girl about this show. true story. I'm typing this during commercials so its taking me awhile.

I know the bad news outweighs the good, but my fucking life is a story of ups and downs, I'll pull through. I've made it through worse.



dude. i need to start a band. or be a professional show-goer-toer?? the wonder years this past saturday was awesome and well worth the 2 hour drive. I have very few friends (and i want to keep it that way) and brad is most certainly up there. So all around it was a good time. the wonder years put it on a great show and man overboard is awesome.



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just wait a couple months and you goin see, you'll never find nobody better than me.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

another bump in the road.
after having such a great semester, i have to take a semester off probably because i can't afford to go to school right now and i applied for financial aid too late because i thought my mother was going to help me out.
I find out tomorrow if there is anything MCC can do to help me out until my financial aid gets approved.
If i have to take a semester off, its not the worst thing in the world. it'll give me time to work out and work more hours, and hang out with my dog. I just want to be over with school. so it an inconvience, but i've survived through worse. I'll get through this, like i said, its just a minor bump in my road. life will work itself out for me.

Monday, January 19, 2009

More snow.
less friends.
what a way to spend the last day of winter break. alone.
cool.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

welcome home

the past few months have been ups and downs. i've been deep down in the shitty. I lost the girl i loved for the better part of 3 years to a dude who has a picture of himself as the background of his myspace. I went into a negative bank account balance. i still don't know how i'm going to pay for school...but the good news is that i only have 2 more semesters at middlesex, so i guess i'll only be doing one more semester than planned. the good news is that after being completely down on my luck, i've realized that i, myself, am not a piece of shit and that i am much better than i thought i was for the past 3 years. I may not have a full head of hair, or i may not be tall dark and handsome, but i'm a nice guy....ladies. haha

getting there is getting by.

I'm not going to give up, roll over, and let the world take what it wants from me. I'm not going to move away, because i'd be running away from my problems, and i'd never grow up and become a man. My life is in here in new jersey, here in new brunswick, i've never felt more at home anywhere else. Maybe i can't go to chilis (HA), but i love this city. i never want to leave. only 28 more credits and i can start student teaching and i can move on with my life. I love my life as a life.

just cause we're down, doesn't mean we've gotta stay there.

i now realize that all good things eventually end but things always get better. My life will be great again one day. you were great, but you kept me down. you made me small. I'm built for greatness, yes even at 5 foot 3.

i want nice weather.

this cold is shitty and ridiculous and made the pipes in my house freeze so i have to use the upstairs bathroom. it also means that 6 dudes are using 1 bathroom. damn.
i also want to be able to go on walks with dog and stuff. i don't know. i want to life to be happy. winter in depressing.

i'm going to try and post on a semi regular basis for anyone who gives a shit. sort of chronical my life.

-mike