i've been thinking a lot. well i always do, but recently i've been doing a lot of thinking about my future. As i get older, i worry that my life will turn out pretty worse that I had hoped it would when i was young. i still have aspirations, but with the majority of the kids i graduated high school with already graduated college and have legit jobs, i feel like i am doomed to minimum wage and lower-middle class. I can only afford to go school part time, so i have another year and a half or two years of fucking communtiy college until i can even try to get to a four-year school.
I'm getting worried and i need it to go away. i'm working hard at becoming someone, i promise.