i haven't this much like shit in awhile. 2 years and about 5 months and you can just be fine without me? its my birthday next week and i don't even wanna celebrate it. I mean when i say that she is my life, im not lying. she says i need to live for myself, but i don't really to live with out here. but i guess i can't do anything about it, because she doesn't want it. i'm hating being alone right now. just in general, im sitting here typing this im alone in my room and i feel like i am going to collapse from the inside out. maybe ill get tattooed tonight